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2005-05-25T02:10:00.000-07:00

okay im back from camp

kayaking roxx

im serious it is wayyyy beyond kewl..

however before i go on bout camp i have to mourn and brrooooddd...

i fucking miss it back home.. i honest to god miss it.
i totali get how alessa feels and the worst part is i feel it every single day.
haha i just read beis 15th may reply to my tag...man wad are the odds babe ppl tanning near ya and one has my name..man u must be missing me! haha and bei ill check my mail soon but now theres smethin rong with my email..sigh

anyway back to my rantings

i just miss the hugs i used to get from the comforting arms of ppl i new i cld trust..i new wld be there for me no matter what..who would nag and scold me and notice even the slightest pain i felt..whom i cld be myself around..
over here i feel like everytime i try to be myself i end up feeling ashamed like ive done smethin rong like ppl dun like the real me.. i noe i shld just not care wad other ppl think but i cant help it that is just me..

im back to my old ways and im so so sorry but i just cant help it..ppl hu noe me shld noe wad im tokin bout i cant help it i just cant..sigh

i like the ppl here i honestly do and i honestly tink im being so darn fuckin stupid missing all my babes caz i shld be adjusted here but i just miss htem so darn much and i cant figure out who i can and cant trust ya noe? sometimes i wish i cld just turn back time i honestly do.

but ive just gotta live with it and accept it i guess.. hmm

thanks droick u helped me today thx

to everyone

i shall say bout camp in next post((: camp roxx! tt is all i can say now

replies to tagboard in next post as well

update on life then too
heh heh

im a procrastinator wad else can i sae

2005-05-12T15:40:00.000-07:00

i chose blue! ahah nah anyways wad yall think of the new layout? tell me kaes! when ya tag! or drop me an email or smethin! ahah neways first replys to tags

preemiee! haha i miss u so much too! ahh! VAL!im missign u too man! i so need to tok to u too! email me u lil girl!ilutonnes! sherrylimjinwei!iloveusomuch! feli! haha i shall try and stay intouch yea!((: bianc! heh heh i new ud miss me!VAL!man i miss u so much babe!alessaa..man ud better not forget me! sigh i hope we dun drift! heh heh yea i went for their concert!((:leemay!finally u tag! ahah yeah we wun i hope! they are good perfromers man! i miss u so so much! love u tonnes!iwan u hereeee BEI!!! trsut me i cry thinkin bout u guys! sigh keep in touch babe i love u tonnes and miss u so much!!if onli there were tickets..sigh!ilu!!CHYE*snorts* jpw cld i forget tat song man!haha those fun times babe!MAEMAE! imiss u! of course im sloggin aawayy ure xams shld be done so u hapi lah! ahah

okay now back to meeeee.. hmm ive been sick since yesterday! whohoo no sch.. hmm.. haha

P.E ass. due today but gues wad i aint in sch.. shrugs((:
hums and scince next week.. die liao! harding is gonna kill mee!!

hope i can go for camp! if i have my period i aint goin nowweher! sigh!
oh well..

stayin at home is boring!

big brother is wayy kewl man! its this show where like 14 ppl stay in this one hse with no contact with the outside world and every week one gets evicted and there are all these twist! way kewl!

neways cant sae much now caz i gtg mum being all bitchy caz i spent the whole afternoon on the com doin my template...

man my head hurts! sniff.. and my throat!sigh!

oh well

cyall l8er

hope i get well..sigh..heh heh..

oo and babes in sing happy partying after the exams!((:

2005-04-26T06:22:00.000-07:00

according to alessa request i shall update! but it has to be quick caz dad is kinda pissed .. shrugs im immune..

hmm.. dad came last wednesday. whopee:D hah..then we went on family trips the whole week..snorts.. fun touhg..

I WENT FOR DESTINY'S CHILD CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ME SONIA SRI WENT FOR BEYONCE MICHELLE AND KELLY'S CONCERT...

SEATING WAS PRETTY GOOD! AND THEY ROCKED! PLUS I SWEAR BEYONCES ASS HAS ITS OWN LIFE...*SNORTS*

hmm.. i realised if i dun blow dry my hair but let it dry out naturally my hair is reali curly.. pretty kewl..im now going for the rocker look.. not full out but the bangles and tough look.. oh well.. i dun think its working.. ahah

booked tickets for cirque de sole.. qidam.. i love tt show man!!.. hmm aussie holding their own greese musical.. mum and me wanna go.. shall see howw..

today went to town saw sandy ash jess and their fren sallyann..i realli felt jealous. i mean i used to be like them going out with my friends but now.. im going out with my mum and sis..-_-.. man my life rocks..not..sigh!

to everyone in sing..tmr is ure eng exam if i aint rong..so PLEASE FOR GODS SAKE DUN SCREW UP! ill be there with u throughout the whole way okaie! just imagine me comming round wishin yall good luck..i love u guys so much..sigh!

each day i keep feeling the distance grow betwwen us.. and it sucks because theere is nothin i can do from a gazzilion miles away.. i cant comfort any of u or hold u tight and sit with u guys thru ure hard times..and i cant lean on any of ure shoulders and just cry or even just be my bratty bitchy self...sigh..i hate this feeling.. im in denial now and i noe it.. i just cant execpt tt u guys are gonna move on i mean no doubt well still be babes but there will be that rift and i dun want it there..

oh well happier topics...:D tommorw i get my winter uniform!:D i get to wear a tie!
and damn if i be ill sew up tt long skirt! mid-calf my ass..ill shorten it to knee length..damn sch! but i kinda miss the distraction..its such a heartache man.. ugh guh ugh!

oh well.. missin u guys back home! *muacks to all*

GOOD LUCK FOR DA XAMS.. STUDY HARD AS HELL BABES AND MAIL ME IF YA NEED TO VENT FUSTRATIONS! DUN WORIE THE EXAMS WILL GO IN A FLASH! IM WITH U GUYS THE WHOLE TIME OKAY..

damn stupid tear ducts..

2005-04-18T16:12:00.000-07:00

i currently hate my skin to bits.. sigh..i love the pictures but its just too happy for wad im feeling now.. i found the perfect skin, colourful yet black but this stupid com wun let me use it,... sigh.. just spent better part of the morning crying.. ah well..

heh heh called alessa at 6.30 this morning ..snorts!! haha poor girl was going to sch!! haha

sha is back in hospital.. infection of wound...i have nothing to say....its just so terrible for her.. she kept crying caz she realli hates the hospital.. screw it man...

i stayed at home all on my own last nite! i was kinda feraked out but i survived.. woke up damn early this morning though.. sigh.. now noone is at home but me again.. dad comin tmr.. leaving tonite.. hope he has a safe flight..

charmed book of three here i come!!!!! i saved up enuff to buy it so there!:P

sigh noone to tok to noone to comfort me...my life here suckx.. yet it rocks? hahha i make no sense.. sigh

lalalaa holiday homework...

mimly trip :D

kayaking :D:D:D

man the holidays suck!

oo toked to chye and lee may yesterday! man i miss them so ah so oh so much! love em bof tonnes!dun worie babes ill come back soon!! i hope things get better.i realli do..

to everyone back hoome ! : STUDY URE ASSES OF MAN! AND DO WELL FOR URE EXAMS WHICH ARE NEXT WEEK ONWARDS! IM COUNTING ON U GUYS TO DO SO WELL URE PARENTS WIL GIVE U A HHUMONGOUES TREAT AND SEND U HERE TO VISIT MEEE :D HAHAHAHHA

NAH SERIOUSLY JUST STUDY HARD KK! I LOVE U ALL TONNES.. AND IF U DUN DO WELL WHNE I COME BACK ILL SMACK U SOO HARDD! haha

love all my babes tonnes! im all alone and it sucks

auntie susie nitted me this way beyond kewl colourful scarf!!! ahh!! its got like many different patterns! and its useful caz its so god damn cold now.. like higest today is 20..sigh woke up and it was 12 degrees.. sigh!! i love this scarf im wering it noww:D.. shall wear it tmr to ppick up dad.. hmmm? hahah

xoxo

sonia

2005-04-12T22:35:00.000-07:00

OKAAAYY MAN! IM IN SCH NOWW JUST A REALLI QUICK POST..

i cant blog at home caz my mum has banned me frm the com saying i use too mucha dn phone bill will run high and all tt shit!!!

well hols are next week and i canntt waiitttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

reallii!! i cant .its quite unbelievable!! its been 2 months since i first came! babes back home.. can u imagine tt!

sigh! thanks al for blogging! i miss u more than u miss me and yeah!!

i said this to aleesa but i shall say it to all my babes as well! u guys have stolen my heart and i will HAVE TO COME BACK AND GET IT BACK! SO DUN WORIE I WILL COME BACK!

i realli miss it back home and its all suddenly ALL CRASHIN DOWN ON ME!

i cried so much every nite and i actualli cried in indonesion!!!!!!!!

man u guys i realli miss u and these lyrics are for each and everyone of my babes from my heart..

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into my heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

everything i do for u guys i do it from my heart and i miss u guys so so much!!

i cant im crying again.. in humans.. shit .. i love yall

2005-04-07T07:55:00.001-07:00

alessa here blogging on behalf of sonia. =)
thank you for standing up for me dear.
prettaye funny in my opinion. hoho.
but yes take care loads
and i miss you threebillion tons. =)

2005-04-07T00:46:00.000-07:00

okie firstly..if anyone picks a fight with one of my babes is seriously SCRWED caz i will hate that person for life! hmpff! i love my babes so much!

i called chye yesterday and alessa the day before or smethin like that.. man i really miss them back home..i mean i noe its stupid its been 2 months and i sound like a crybaby crying for my friends all the time but like what alessa said its tough.. i hate it i really do..i love life here but i really miss u guys.. al is rite internet and phones are good but it just aint the same..
hmm.. seems like alot of biatching going on back hoome behind my back eh;) stuff being said out caz i aint there.. ahha.. oh well its bound to happen!

latest update frm school over here : yesterdae sucked! like shit man..i had indo test then maths test then eng shit test religion was a boring video bout the pope.. no offence dude! then was double humans.. oh tt was THE FUNNIEST! lesley was pretending to be lesbian and she was annoying me about it! ahha tom gaynour took my hairband and was weariing it so i tried to get it back but he held it above my head..hmpff..then lesly took it and put it down her top -_--- eww! ahah then she liked it and slinky and minnie liked it too.. :s i thought i was gonna be sick ahha.. damn funni..

today i wanted to smack gaynour so hard! hes such a bloody dickhead! seriously.. he took my small cute markers and put them in his mouth!!!!!!!!!!! eweweweweweweewewewewewwwwwwwww..i was way beyond traumatized..aand then he put it back in my pencil case...im disturbed..way disturbed..oh on the way back frm the gym in the bus i was sitting alone like a lil lonerr snif!! haha mulders came and talked to me.. hes nice.. but i was so freakin scared throught the ride down i hardly said nethin and nick hammer and tom beilby were not helping my nerves caz they kept going on bout how the bus was gonna crash.. ahha..

there were the whole gang of girls at the back sining and haveing fun together.. reminded me of the old days..really did..i really miss it back home now..

alessa i love u so much dont worry okay..you can still cry over the phone to me..i noe its not the same but im always here..sigh..dont worry babe i will never let us drift apart i love you too much man! seriously!sigh!

imiss all my babes so much! mabel chye bei! izza VAL AL mae i love u guys..

2005-04-02T01:14:00.000-08:00

hey yall im FINALLY updating again.. okie most important things

- dad left for singapore(hes there now)

- mums birthday ! [[ i went to town and got her stuff! whohoo!]]

- SHANICE IS BACK HOME BEING A RIGHT ROYAL PAIN IN THE ASS ((:

- SHES PROB BACK IN SCH NEXT TERM

- im going for a kayaking camp

okaie let me elaborate on the camp..i wanted to go kayaking but due to the lack of frenz hu wanted to i agreed on smething else but we din hand in our form (it has to be in a group of 3) so on tt day mr thornton(hes a blad ugly ass old guy *snorts*) puts jess and me into kayaking..WHOHOO okay jess aint tt thrilled but im beyondd thrilledd! well i was UNTIL we found out we were in kayaking group 2 which meant that there were 16 BALDY GUYS IN TT GROUP and only 4 girls AND TT IS INCLUDING JESS AND ME..man this camp is gonna rock *I AM BEING SACARSTIC AS HELL!* haha..but im just damn scared if i have my period on tt week then fckin die liaoooo..oh well..haha

ooo we had casual day and i got to waear home clotherssss!!!! :D:D:D:D it was SOO KEWLL! seriousllyy was hell fun!!!!

sigh im so dead im so tired of all my assingmentss oh wel.. haha had a humans test on wednesday..pfffftt..HOPE I PASS MAN! hmmmpff.. oh well

man i was fckin pissed on friday seriously thank god i had jess and minnie to tok to! i wish i had my babes though! it would hvae been so much better but then i prob would not have had to tok caz on tt day i realli missed my babes realli!

im getting so much shit for the way i talk caz apparently to them i have and accent..they ALL keep paying me out caz i dun have their accent sigh!! hahaha -_- stupid rite!!! haha

oh ive got THE WORSTEST WORST BEYOND WORST math teacher EVER! i mean seriouslyy he seriously needs to BATHE! *shudders* HE IS SO BADD! and caz like yesterday and today the weather was like 35 and we had to stay in this small stuffy room with him and it stank! but i have the best slacker math class man!! hahahah theres this guy, jack hu was trying to get the classs high on his pens on thrusday.. lol..on friday mr head decided to change our places but hes a stupid dickhead man.. hes weriously werid caz im still next to ashlyee and it makes no diff caz we both have no idea wads going on and cant be bothered *snorts* weve got a test this wednesday and im gonna copy off her but she said shes gonna copy me hahah tt gonna be GREAT lol.. she cut her pen and put the ink over my arm tt stupid twit! oh well..oh u noe wad irony is mr head is mr HEAD rite but he is BALD :D hahahahhhaahaha i hate him..i swear..

sandra okla...let me tell yal shes THE hottest babe in the sch.... blonde and hot.. haha shes also a blady asshole man.. she makes my life living hell! *snorts* her locker is ontop of mine and it smells just gross since the first day! she finally put airfreshener but now it reeks of flowers..sigh sandy sandy sandy.. shes in my class and we both ganged up together for english with some shit excuse for our teacher caz we both din do out work! ahha she keeps paying me out sigh im getting bullyied!

leslye is classic! shes so pretty! but she keeps taking my band! ahha silly girl she said i was a lesbian and now shes acting as if shes my girlfren..EWWWWWW... ahah freakkyy!

chiara is my sugar babayy!! :D shes daorable and funni and cutee!! ahh

ahah i have no idea why i felt like talking bout the people up there but i just did! ahha

alessa: i love u so much babe! emial me back okie! im buying my card tmr so i need to noe when i can call u!missing u tonnes xoxoxo

chye : i love u and miss u babe! im calling u soon!xoxo!

mabel: dao kueen! neva email me! sniff! ahha still love u ! tell me how u r k babe! *mauckk!*

BEI: babe!!! we must talk realll soon kk!!! missing u tonnes! xoxoxo

izza!: love ya babe!!

val!: i miss uuuu!!:D

i love all my babbes in singapore!!! missing u guys tonnes

1st of the month.. six months back it meant so much to me..wonder why im still thinking bout u..u u..sigh..u are obsiouly moved on and so have i..i bet i never meant nethin to u....u did mean somthing to me..fck y am i tinking i shldnt..im way over i guess i just have anger in me..sighz..

2005-03-06T05:42:00.000-08:00

just a realli quick post!! so soriee babess!!!! i noe i noe im a realli bad fren rite noww but im reallliiii tied up!!!!! i cant stay on da net too long caz its too expensive and ive been shuffling btw the hospital and sch and assingments and stuff!!

NEWS ON SHANICE!: she is wayyyy much better after her second operation(26/2/05) thankfully the op went well..shes got a row of stiches though reeaaallii kewll! ahah her bandages came of on saturday(1 week later) and she has since been moved back to a normal ward! i thank u all reallii for ure prayers for her! i honestly do! she is back to her old bratty self but has become even brattyer(sigh!) ahha she told me today tt i gained alot of wweight and my ass looks big-_- thanks sha! oh and she said i have the intelligence of a two year old!!!

ahh i realli wish i was baq home to complain bout stuff to u guys!!! loads of stuff to complain bout but im typing out letters so i shall send them down soon!!! mail me ure addys or ill get someone to pass to u kaess!!!

i wish i was dere for ure camp but ihope u guys had fun!!((:

trying to go for this trek to some abo village thingy in sep hpe i get selected*crosses fingers*

sports day this friday!! wish me luck ppl! im in 100 m and 200 m imagine..mee..oh and ive got swimming on tue and thu MORNING! the water is so damn cold u wun believe it man!!

GUESS WAD ITS AUTUM OVER HERE!! HOW TOTALI KEWL IS TT I MEAN SERIOUSLY!!!!!! i love the cold windy weather!!!!

aaaaaahhhhh...missing u all! I AM TYPING OUT LETTERS FOR U ALL SO WATCH OUT!((: AIR MAIL! WHOHOOO

SUGARR PIEE HONNEYY PLUMMM(BUN?) U NOEE TT I LOVEE UUU!![ALL MY BABESS!] I CANTT HELP MYSELFFFFFFF LALALALAALAALAAAAAAAAA

shall make point to update..

read reallif funkki insanely true story bk..remind me to elaborate next time caz its 12.30 am and i hafta get up at 6 if i wanna wash and dry my hair and catch the 7.31 bus to be early in sch for sport practise..sigh..

al is gonna kill me but i havent done like my science report its half done..shit. due tmr..shall try and cram it iin during lunch..hope i can... HOPE MY DADDY IS STAYING TRUE TO HIS PROMISE AND NOT READING MY BLOG!oh welll...

HEY ALESSAA I NEED HELPP WITHH MAKING A WEBSITTEE :D ahaha ill prob email u bout it caz its for my personal project for half my year grade or smethin like tt! helpp babee:D thxx!!

love yall!! msisgin yall!

2005-02-19T02:53:00.000-08:00

AHHH im screweedd!!ive got the fucked up history long march nonsense newspaper report due on monday which is damn fucked up lah...........bahh i have no idea what the fuck the long march is aboutttt..i die liao!!!! ARGHZ!

HAPPY BELATED BDAE MATT KHABAZ AND HAPPY EARLY BDAE TOM GAYNOUR!

BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY!

H A P P Y

B I R T H D A Y
T O

M Y
O N E A N D ON LY

G I R L F R E N
E U N I C E C H Y E((:

chye!: i love u so much dearie! babe take care okie! if i can maybe i mite call u! watch out k!!ill email u more of wad i wanna say but just in short i love u so and please jaga ure years ahead okie! beware of all the boy stalkers caz even my frenz over here say ure pretty so ;) haha..i love u so much! take care and happy 15bday darlingg!!!!!!!!

2005-02-17T14:52:00.000-08:00

hey yall im in sch now com lab doing fucking humans shit..baah assingment supposed to be due next monday i havent started..oh joy! lol...fuck lah tonite muz do nite shift..yawwwwnnss wonder how im gonna stay awake..hmm..sha is getting better btw!!((: tt goodd! prob next week or da week after den shell have her second op..oh well..hah hope all is well..shes getin away with bloadyy murder lah stupid twit! my mum even wants to get her a dog and how much u wanna bet ill have to look after the stuupiidd animal..hmpff oh welll..shes like getting to pre order everything and all lahh..BAAH! hah but i luv my sis:D aint i nice whee

dammnnitman l8er got assembly and i havent fucking brought my blazer and PLUS IM IN FUCKIN PE UNIFORM im so gonna get a notification lah..die liaoo..fuck fuck fuck ..

swimming yesterdae in da morning at urbraye..damn cold lah! wah piang..its freezing in tt stupid water den rushed to sch..

HAPPY BDAE CHIARA AND BEC((:[belated but nvm]

pray i dun get notification please please please no! ahh..hmm..

H A P P Y E A R L Y B D A E T O M Y O N E A N D O N L Y G I R L F R E N U N I C H Y E((: SO OLD ALREADY HAHA ill reply ure email soon k babe! HAPPY EARLY BDAE I LUV UU!!:D:D

few days ago chatted wif alessa so fun! i miss her so man!

2005-02-10T04:29:00.000-08:00

THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT!
>
> BESIDES THE FACT TT I TOTALI REALLI UTERRYYLLYY MISS HANING OUT WIF YALL!!
>
> PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PRAY FOR SHANICE! MY LIL SIS IS IN THE HOSPITAL..shes
> got anneurism
>
> thats like bleeding near the brain and all..it normally happenes to older
> people but apparently she was born wif it and for diff ppl it bursts at diff
> times..apparently my sis was in da playground and she just collapsed..
>
> shes gone for one surgery already they put in this metal thingy and in bout
> 2 weeks shes going for another op and itll take her frm 1 month to 6 months
> to recover and even when she does she prob wun have total concentration
> anymore..
>
> please help me pray for her i love my sis loads and it rreaali hurts me so
> so much but i cant express it very much caz i need to be totali strong for
> my family especially for my mum caz shes taking it so hard and shes looking
> at the worst aspect i realli cant take it caz im like so sad but im damn
> happy now caz the first op went well and shanice talked to me so thats
> good...
>
> please pray for her and for my mum and family..
>
> i reaallyy wish u guys were here so i can just lean on yall and cry but oh
> well ill cry to my pictures okie! i love ya guys so so so mcuh!
>
> sch here is great..fun and all..guys are HOT ahah babes are reaaall nice but
> ALOT of biatchin going round...oh well..
>
> i lvoe ya guys so mucchh!! missiingg yall loadss!!

please pray! im realli hurting caz im so worried!

2005-02-07T02:08:00.000-08:00

HEY TO ALL MY BABESSSS!!!!!!!!!

IM MISSING YALL LOADSSS!!

IM TRYING TO RITE TO YALL FRM ADELAIDE SO CHECK IN YOUR POST BUT ILL MAIL IT TO ALEESSAA CAZ I ONLI GOT HER ADRESSSSS

MAN I MISS YOU GUYS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!!

FUNKAYE GUYS HERE VAL AND AL! HAHAH

MAN I MISS YALL SO SO MUCH TELL ME EVERYTHING TT BEEN GOING ON OKIE!

IM LOVING ALL OF YALL! SO SO MUCH!

MISS YALL TONNES!!!((:

IVE BEEN CRYING FOR YALL....HMM...OH WELL...LOVE LOVE LOVEEE

I LOVE MY BABES SO MUCH!

I PASTED ALL YOUR PICS IN MY DIARY!!!! AND KEEP ALL YOUR NEOS WITH ME ALL DA TIME..HAHA

MAN I LOVE YALL SO SO MUCH IM MISSING ALL THE TIMES WE HAD TOGETHER THE NETBALL CARNIVAL

THE UNSQUISHABLES AND MISTIQUE EVERYTHING!

TOWNING WITH MY BABES AND ALL! I LOVE U ALL SO...

MISSING YALL MUCH!

DUN FORGTET ME OKIE!((:

2005-01-31T18:55:00.000-08:00

thanks to ALESSA PANG who blooggedd for meee!!I LOVE U TONS BABE

i keep crying and crying missing my frenz like shit....

i realli love them loads man! hell loads! all my ijtp babes too! i love yall like hell man...

IM FUCKING LEAVING TOMORROW..ITS TOO SOON I HAVE LESS THEN A DAY LEFT WITH MY BABES..HOWWWWWWW im gonna be so missing youall lah...

im kinda excited bout going ther3 but im gonna miss eveyone like hell im gonna like spend everymoment i can with them lah..sighz! i love them to itsy bitsy tisty witsy wadevasty bits!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love all of u and im gonna miss yall so so so much and i hope yall noe tt

i apologise for my bitchiness and all and i pray that u wun still dislike me(to hueva dislikes me) now! i love EVERYONE IN IJTP AND ESP THOSE IN 2'1/04 AND 3'7/05!

2005-01-31T04:52:00.000-08:00

i'll miss ya loads sonia. :)

LOVE YOU TONS AND TONS

2005-01-31T04:46:00.000-08:00

alessa blogging for sonia here!
sonia is evil because she's leaving on wednesday.
don't miss me too much sonia becus i know you will.
i will miss you loads loads loads loads loads

and i love you tons. :D

2005-01-12T18:45:00.000-08:00

lalalaaa im still sickk..sniff man..yesterdae i went to mount E to see uncle ravi..he said its some virus thingyy..o well..hohumm..i wanted to go to sch todae but then threw up in da morning so *shrugs*..hohummm im so proud of myself..i tink i am finally TOTALY SATISFIED WITH MY BLOG((:
if yall scroll down uall can see photos of all my babes i love((: hmm must go see okie! just scroll dooowwnnn((:all da wayy..

man i love my babeess

half way thru usin da net this stupid thing---------------------------Microsoft Internet Explorer---------------------------An error has occurred in Internet Explorer.
Internet Explorer will now close.kept poppin up oh well shall heck care it till im donee :D:D haha

IM BORED i hate being stuck at home but i hate going to sch (cept for goin out afta tt) haizz guess u cant have ure cake and eat it lah..hohumm..

GET WELL MABEL! go rest at homeee okieee!! take care of ureself yea babee! and dun spread it too meee ;) haha luvyaa!!

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please restart your computer.---------------------------OK ---------------------------

2005-01-10T23:39:00.000-08:00

hey hey im sick still damn freakin pain my stomach..gripin pain..sniff...

o well maybe i can go sch tmr(?) see how...o well

hmmm

feelin reallii blah noww..B L A H!

i guesss in life i have to make decisions..i had probably made a decision on what would have been good for me rather than what my heart was telling me..its a bit l8 to sae this now but its true..my feelings were real and still are..i really wonder if yourrs were..u pick up so fast and move on so quickly its amazing..i look like ive picked up way faster than u but in fact im still stuck lost...i noe i initated it and i dont regret it..i have probably learnt more from you than i have from anyone..i learnt i lean on people alot and dont realli make my own choices im easily influnced and stuff..sometimes i wonder if meeting you was a blessing or a curse and most i tink its a blessing..i realli miss you and our friendship but a prat of me regrets what i have done...im lost..in a void..seriously lost..dun tink ud read this but hey just wanted to sae stuff..pheww

B L A H

AHSDFKJASDKSAD;

2005-01-09T21:09:00.000-08:00

MABELS BDAE AND BEIS PARTAYE PICS

U P L O A D E D AND L I N K E D ((:

2005-01-09T19:25:00.000-08:00

heyy heyy its a mondayy and i aint in schh but this time got VALID reason!:D unlike last thursdae! oops haha i have some stomach thingy i tink its colic..ho humm always sick caz of my tummyyyyy...hahah so weird ritee hmm..strangee..sat went to da doc suposed to get a jab but turns out no need! thank god i hAte jabs! hmm den went for debate..fun i guess haha..den went home like a good girl! :D lol da two babes were dere..dey are uber cutee!! i love them like hell man...hmm..i started gettin sick on satt lol...hmm sundayyy went to brass basha dere look for sch supplies for aussie..denn had lunch denn went homeeee did my poa and emath hw!:D aint i good! ahha...den started gettin realli sickk..sniff...o well.todae went doc lah..dunoe if im going sch tmr shall see howw..i wannt to goo!! i miss my frenzzz

listening to thats what friends are for..i realise im realli going to miss my frenz..truly and honestly going to miss them..but ill always treasure the memories they gave me..always they are the best around...

mabel unice chye beitris izza mabelene alessa val zee nicole ningy sarah sharon sherry tandiono gill evelyn mel prema *

2'1/04 *

i love u guys loads!

i thank u and these words are cmin frm my heart

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me,
oh, for sure
'Cause I tell you that's what friends are for
For good times and for bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for (That's what friends are for)
On me, for sure
That's what friends are for
Keep smilin', keep shinin'

2005-01-07T01:01:00.000-08:00

OOPS! lol okie so i noe i siad id blog on da 29th and yea i noe its da 7th of jan..haha i apologiseee lol not like neone realli reads my blogie newayy lol

hmm..xmas eve :

kyara and niki's holiday sch concert!((: it was so cutee haha there was this item where it was all fall down and clap or smethin but all da kids started crying so my sis renamed it all fall down and cry! ahha hilarious! there was this lil girl in green hu is just so uber cutee! and she posed for da cameraa!! awwwwww!! so sweeeettt! ((: nikis dance so cute caz her stomach wiggles ahahah ( she was wearing two piece swim suit!) and kyara is just reallli preettyy awwww... haha den we all went baqq to our hoomeeesss..hmm yeahh oh yeah aneeshaa came down so we went ta pick her uppp yeappp hmm

night!!! we always have xmas eve dinner den stay up till twele and opeen pressiesss
haha we hadd realli nicee dinnerr!! fun fun uncle ashok was dere too..hmm kids were runnign round so cute man
we cheated a bit opened presiies earlierr den 12! heh heeh kinda haappii wif wad i gottt wheee((: got home at bou 3amm?oo called mabel n chye at 12! ((: aint i a nice frenn! hahah

xmas: lunch time went to aunti vi's hse..saw tessa and max and all da restt! ahha zackky is uber cutee!(maxines nephew) hes adorableee!!! whohooo hahah yeah so bacsically tt was xmasss haha den at night kyara and nikki stayed overrr and they bof stayed up till like 12+ helping me wif sha's deco for her bdaee! they are so cutee!!

AHERRMM MY PARENTS WENT TO DA PUB ON XMAS NIGHT AND ONLY CAME BACK AT 5.30 AM THE NEXT DAY..H M P F F some role model hahahah

shas bdae!: my lil sis is FINALLY 12! omg so fasstt!! i still remember her as a small lil kidd awwwww...hahah shant bore uall wif da deatailss but i lovee my famillyyy

27TH-31th?: cant realli rememberrr went out sometime wif damian mae and duncan watch kung fu hustle kewll showwww hmmm

neww yearrss wass booringg haha spent at homeeeee haha wished everyone at 12!! im so good mann!! hahah
new year rawked!: went to beis hse! ((: omg it was superr funn haha too bad chye din come izza mae me bei mich teo and elaine were deree had superr laods of funn!!! shall update pics..lol.. thanks bei cldnt have spent new years betta! ((:

i onli bought some of my books caz as some of yall may noe i MAY be leaving for aussie to study ((: bitter sweet oh welll

sch i O .... K...

okie i lie

sch suxx

hahah im not a sch kinda girl so dun blamee meee

din realli tink 3/7'05 was tt great on da 1st dae of sch :s din realli have a gd impressioonn but after a week i kinda actuali like my new klass! haha except for someone REALLI REALLI STRANGE realli..shes freakky..hohumm haha

but still no class can compare wif 2/1'04 IT STILL ROXX MY WORLD FOREVAA hahh snifff lol

hmm heree are my teachers

form/cme/eng : ms audrey chye (shes niceee)
e.math: stella ho -_-( man just my luck -_- grrrrr :s)
a.math : chan mali chan...(no comment)
p.o.a : mrs lena siau ( whohoo!! she rawks haha)
comb chem : ms yap (shrugs)
comb phy : mrs tang guat sometin ( shes funni)
history : relife teacher MR MUSTAFA( hes hilariouss!! ((: and looks like ms shanti) ahaha
ml : cik mas( ml klass sux caz we all split up HMPFF)
p.e : teo jinleng..(no comment)
ss : mrs eugenia lee-tan (hate her)
who did i miss? *shrugs* haha hmmmm
havin ure lil sis in da same sch is kinda fun! hahahcept wen she wants to join smethin REALI EMBARRASING -_- cant u just stick wif rythmic gym sha!?! pleasseeeeee
hmm din go to sch yesterdae! i was sick!;);)

haha pierced my OWN EAR! :D but mum made me close it :( haha and i have to go for a jab oh weeell it was fun haha lalalalaaaa

shall go off nowwww i love my babess i love 2/1'04! i kinda like 3/7'05 give me time and i will love it too! ((:

2004-12-28T04:08:00.000-08:00

hey ppl! ill blog tomorroe okiee!!! i just wanna sae'

god bless the tsunami victims god bless them please*

im so scared of the fact it was so close to singapore stupid but hey its freaky man..im realli realli scared and sometimes i just wanna crawl up with my mummie or neone and just snuggle with her mannn..freakkyy

god bless em! may they rest in peace and may the familys find comfort in their hearts..

god bless them especially the lil ones*

2004-12-23T10:09:00.000-08:00

omg yesterdae was super fun i mean SUPER!! seriuously!! we had such a good time man.. haha
chye and me met up at somerset at bout 5.15? ahah our trains came at da same time! so kewl riteee!! lol! denwe went ta meet mae outside heeren funkyy lol mr gay was dere too..den we walked round heeren den at bout 5.30 went baq on da way baq saw my kor!(damian) hes grown WAY taller and more handsome man;) whohoo den wentto da mrt to wait for prems izza and da bdae gurl mabel! mabel came den prems came izza left her hse but dunnoe where she went;) haha we den walked to ngee ann city to go to da seoul garden dere..!! its super kewl man seriously met al and tandiono dere but dey cldnt stay)): awshh haha den mae left caz she had no money? hmm..we went in and took loads a food and meat and stuff!! soo funkyy haha da raw meat looked gross but tasted great man WHEN COOKED! lol..chye is a horrible cooker! ahha she burnt da wantan:P:P hahaevery 100g u waste u hafta pay$5 snorts man..wadeva we cldnt finish we tried to stuff it into da sides haha but den wen da girl came she saw..lol opps..haha luckily wen da girl came prem and me were in da toilet:D lol...i got burrrnedd ahha saadd..lol..but fun fun!! prem is a veri meessyy desert eaterr!! haah so funni okiee lol..had sushi tooo!! and prem tried to evaporate da ice by cooking it haha she was hilarious lol..den we walked round taka for a while haha prem like takin pictures of other ppl and other ppl's ass! tsk tsk tsk! ahha we were laughin like hell over everythin man ppl must have tot we were drunk! hahah..so funni den we went to cini wanted to play air hockey but dere were some other sttuuppidd ppl deree..hmpff..hahha oh well we had loadsa fun mann seriously!! best time evaaa haha
i got home bout 11+ lol mum was scoldin me agian lah caz of stupid tan aye leng grrr shes da worst teacher man..told my mum i din work at all..bull man..i did work jus not da whole year does not mean i dint work at all rite! stupid ..oh and guess wads da best part
my sis went todae to sec sch for her thingy and yay!shes in 1/1'05 but boo caz TAN AYE LENG IS HER FREAKIN FORM TEACHER..shit man..i pity her i pity me more..blady sway luck damnit man.. GRR!

2004-12-22T09:48:00.000-08:00

hey hey heyyy its MABELS BDAE!!!!!

HAPPY BDAE DEAR BABE I LOVE U LOADS AND LOADS AND F I N A L L Y URE 14!!!! FINALLYY!! WHOHOOO!!

TAKE GOODCARE OKIE!!

haha mornin panicked caz tot i cldnt find but in da end i foundd itt!!!

had realli stragngeee dreams last nite..hmm shanth elaborate..((:

haha my sis posting todaeeee!! she going ij..i think? lol..

cant wait till this eveningg!! we all going for dinnnerrr!!! ((: so fun fun!!!
kk bye byee

2004-12-21T07:41:00.000-08:00

hey ppl this is my new blog frm now on okiee!!

fresh start i guess? hhaha for da new year lol!!!

hmm came baq frm my holiday in adelaide!! just wanna shout out to sab!i love u babe! missin ya loads! hope to see u reaaaall soon!

lovely time there man so relaxed and comfy..haiz miss it man!!

todae went out wif mabel and chye and izza!! man have i mised those babesss!! seriouslyy i love them to bits!! we had fun eating and tokin and eating and walkingg and izzas anoying fren was there for a while oh well..lol..

hmm like my bloggiee? hahaha((:

HAPPY EARLY BDAE TO MABEL!

hope tt thing comes soon! so my mind can rest!

how am i gonna tell U* wad ive made up my mind to do..oh well

((: